Bittersweet

Call it bittersweet when my feet touch the bitter street Feeling of home lookin' 'pon the glitter sheet From the same place where you first broke down Haven't been whole since i left that town Can't do nothin' but look back through That lens that saw nothin' but baby blue Cuz so much has changed these last few days And i feel like i have no control over this phase Just watch it go bye at the speed of snails And takin' every hit like i crash against the rails Dudes i used to talk to, rarely see anymore This doesn't see right like an uncanny shore And it never gets any easier it seems Cuz after five years i still have those dreams Chillin' on the hill near the road, hit the store Blazin' those tracks that suplex yo' soul Back in the day i had jay on repeat Still put him on whenever that creep Come through my mind, to bring back the old time Sendin' shivers up my spine the whole time Can't go back no matter how i plead Sometime familiar is all you need Have to go back when i reach my ceiling As i step of the train i get this feeling