Don't Give Up

Spirit say don't give up but what can I do When the future's lookin' dim with nothin' to pursue I took a gamble on life, now I wanna back out Yeah the mac's out, just wanna get rid of the black cloud That's circlin' above my shed, load the led F*ck all this I think I'll be better of dead Cuz it can't get much worse than this that's fo' sure They ac' like the know but don't nobody know Tapped up the bath on self aimed warpath Run it in your head man it's simple math No will, no cash equaling a walkin' ghost Get rid of the ops I'm my own worst foes The more I try, the worse it goes One big f*ck up so in the hearse I'll pose I pray that my next life won't sick duck But I can still hear it: don't give up Looked to the bathroom then back to the phone Number's in my hand but I'm shakin' in my bones I've always had a problem makin' a call Starin' at the crossroads got me brakin' to a crawl I've bawled my eyes out I miss bein' cold I miss goin' stone when there was to much to hold Locked up tight inside But it's comin' to a close so I gotta decide Get at what's implied or keep goin' on Just to get back here when I stop glowin' strong But what if throwin's wrong and I hit an upswing A second wind, so it'd be wrong to start buckin' I was desperate, for someone, to reach out Then I finally got what the voice, spout Spirit said don't give up, don't risk it all So I went ahead, and made the call