Morning Thoughts

The absence of my special one by my bedside Leave this pad the only place that i can confide I tell it all my morning thoughts, such as this one And in return it grants me an audience with bliss son Content, although my visits aren't frequent It helps me in my endless decent Money is a problem and the timer keeps on tickin' I'm layin' on my back and the world keeps on kickin' The only support is a tune about life Cuz now i feel it, in an amount that is rife My morning thoughts reveal what's really at the core The echos of my sweet Lenore I can't ignore the knocking at my chamber door But I told myself the door will open nevermore Cuz that breeze that came could've kept me comfortable forever But all is temporary that's why i avoid all weather Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew The morning thoughts run like a gang of stallions On the front line of every fight, a mad battalion Slithering reverberates within these walls Improbable scenarios has seized these halls What ifs of betrayal and scum shit I've done Doubts from every fight I've perceived as won Losing my dearest to the after council Losing my homies to the men up the mountain It all falls apart right before my eyes With a message for me up in the skies A line I've felt a thousand times That it's all on me and my endless crimes No matter the regret i show, it's never enough I just have to take it, no matter how rough So if you don't see me 'til it's late afternoon Just know it's the morning thoughts that played its tune Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew Shut the blinds, don't let the light fall through Cuz when morning comes the whole world turns blue The past runs wild and what can i do But tell myself the things that i already knew