The Process

Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Self prevention with a never ending tension Shelved ascension in a temporal suspension Apprehension to start leavin' the past Cuz it always calls back when I regain a grasp Remove every mask but the shades remain glassed 'Til a ray of the past starts to restrains my blast I try to retain but alas it's not meant I try to re-train but amass not a cent A pass of consent was asked, I supplied Couldn't do it to my sky things fell then subside Story of my life, my head caused friction Cast suspicion, affliction or conviction It's like it's my mission to ruin my own And drive away everyone fluent in stone All the truers are gone guess I made progress All and all it's nothin' but the, process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process I went through some old chat-logs this quaint night And got a few sad chocks as I feign to write What can you do when what's ad hoc ain't right And the view of the mad clock starts to paint blight The passage of time seems designed to daze Cuz this package of grime has lined my gaze My mind has paced from this exact same case Five years back as I have counted the days Double back, what raised this maze A troubled shack? move beyond the blaze I was marked from the start, a charred heart A training brain desperate for a restart And someone to check the connections Thoughts travel paths in the wrong directions What comes as result of this, go guess One thing I won't miss is my mental process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that i won't make a mess What can i say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that i won't make a mess What can i say, it's just the process You ever feel like you went down the wrong route in life And if you just stayed on that path that things would be alright But instead you strayed and swerved hard Like you wasn't dealt a hand of cursed cards Forced into the worst yards Where you were forced to raise your first guard And keep puttin' bricks in place of the wall And keep sharpin' sticks in case of a brawl Morning marks the new beginning But like morning thoughts with the true singing Your true expression will forever be hidden Behind a cloud of doubt and re written Bars, detailing this farce of fair That what's ours is in fact their share If I'm gettin' my value, how you turn a profit And If I'm devalued you should be in a coffin Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process Line by line, time after time Mind's runnin' constant so it's hard to find A stable thing that I won't make a mess What can I say, it's just the process