Shame

Look I was raised in a jungle Bit by snakes but I still stay humble Had my call now it's time to rumble You're getting it worse if your raps are mumble Left and right make a big man stumble I got grown regrets, I'm known to flex but deep down I'm so depressed I show the best but you don't even know me yet My flow's a death-trap so I overstep My life's a riddle so I'm fiddling with these Thoughts all up in my head telling me I need to leave So much pain now I'm struggling to breathe I don't care about fame I write rhymes for me So many nights I've been feeling alone You're gonna hear how I feel in this song Tryna be good feeling misunderstood No one cares if I'm here (Oh, well maybe I'm wrong) Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war I don't think I can take any more Every one looks to me like I'm free but inside I don't know what I'm doing this for I know so many that want me to quit, I admit I've never been chatty, I've never been happy I hate myself but it's nothing like Maddie There's stress on my back that I have to carry You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh) Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh) I can't take this anymore I escape by writing more I keep a lot to myself but I spill everything on a track I hope they listen to me when I rap I keep it real Far from perfect I know how you feel Everyone wants to be perfect But what does it look like? I'm on a search like NF for my worth nothing less Neglected my success for some friends now I put up a good fight (Argh) I don't want the clout I'm making noise and I don't have to shout All of the music I make is distinctive in taste with a message, it's nothing like Aitch That ain't a diss I'm just saying I hope I don't miss when I'm spraying Lord, forgive me I wanna be free Tell me how to survive if I feel like this life ain't for me You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh) Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh) I can't take this anymore I escape by writing more