Lose Myself

I lose myself tonight I lose myself tonight I lose myself tonight Dear lord would you bless this kid Times gettin pretty hectic again And I ought a be ashamed only calling your name when I can't make sense of this Cold world who knew My hard times greatly outweighed the few Good that I had lookin back on my past should've died a million times but was saved by you Under this full moon I vibe To this tune and write to you And I gotta keep it real sometime I fee like you forgot me too All the hardships my hearts been through All the prayers that I sent out to you Seemed unanswered I didn't have a clue that it was your love which got me through Pain burned in my heart and replaced love too I've strayed so far away from you So far that I can't see you Now I'm lost and afraid and I can't even move Stuck in the same spot like I'm standing in glue Years passing me by and I'm still in these shoes Young not dumb but I didn't have a clue Of what I really wanted what I needed to do Was surrender it all I give it to you My life my kids the things I do Pray your blessings bring me through All these stressful scenes straight to you By your side I need to move In the light imma stand right next to you Struggling with life and I don't wanna lose For I lose myself lord I cry out to you I lose myself tonight I lose myself tonight I couldn't love myself I didn't know how to If I can't love myself then how could I love you How could I do the thing that you needed me to do How can I transcend How do I break through Help me break the chains of the sins I'm bound to My faiths fading fast help me make it like new Set me free from my past its your future I'll pursue I know all things can be done through you I just gotta keep my faith and give all praise to you Its easier to say then it is to do Its easier to sin then it is not to Especially when it seems like the worlds against you Everyday you wake up the odds stack against you For every step I try to take I gotta take back two How can I win if I'm destined to lose in a world full of sin I was searching for truth I was searching for you Your word is the truth So I pass on my burdens to you No longer on my shoulders I'm free to move Don't know where I'm going but I'm walking with you So my faiths in you I trust in you Tell me what you need and I promise I'll do Planted your seed imma water it too Freed from the sins I held onto I grow into A man that's true A man that no longer needs to hide from you No sins in my heart I confide in you No darkness around only light near you Lord bless my enemies Families too Give them the strength that they need to push through Anything that's holding them back from you I hope you hear these prayers before I lose I lose myself tonight I lose myself tonight For we wrestle not against flesh and blood But against principalities Against powers Against the rulers of the darkness of this world Against spiritual wickedness in high places Ephesians chapter six verse twelve I lose myself tonight