Commitment's Issue

It wasn't just the kiss But the words that never left my lips As he pulled me closer and our souls touched at the tips As we drew away I could feel the uncertainty between us extrapolate Further, further and further away While my insecurities were here to stay Fears belittled my efforts to find a space Where I face my darkness and not retrace The picture i used to have of you and I together I turn away hoping he won't hear me pray That we could stay this way What he expects from us, what he expects from me is something I'll never be I can't match when you bring Please, Please... please don't give me that ring My thoughts dance as he gets on one knee- why me? What's here that I can't see? Does he want to be included in my life for an eternal pass to my body? But he's not like that - I would've seen it The veil of love covered my eyes before but what if this time I don't believe it ? Why can't I get out of my mind and let my heart motivate my actions The aisle to you is clear so why do I hesitate- unmoving? I see you staring at me conviction certain Vision of me improving But I'm feeling like the blurred line between The partner you want and the one you have All the things I should have said erase the regret Do you even know me yet? Stop. Relax - it's all in your head Take a breath, think again Before you become a slave to your own trend Before you say I love you forever Clear the storm Let your feelings rain from your tongue Stop fearing the thunder Look forward to the Sun