In Real Life

Got a couple of girls Act like they don't like me But in real life They be hugging too tightly Any time I rap I say it is just a hobby But in real life I'm just scared that it might be Got a couple of girls Act like they don't like me But in real life They be hugging too tightly Any time I rap I say it is just a hobby But in real life I'm just scared that it might be What gives me purpose in life What makes up in the morning What keeps me up at night Scared that my life will seem boring When I look back and I try to summarise All the moments that matter as they flash before my eyes I ain't dying but I'm dead inside unless I have you I recognize truth I'm my best when I am with you And that's the scary thing,is my identity attached? To us and who we were and if not then do I lack? A personality and purpose Is my life really not worth it Like a window without curtains But I swear that I am certain I would still love if you weren't here I would still rap if people didn't cheer Got a couple of girls Act like they don't like me But in real life They be hugging too tightly Any time I rap I say it is just a hobby But in real life I'm just scared that it might be Got a couple of girls Act like they don't like me But in real life They be hugging too tightly Any time I rap I say it is just a hobby But in real life I'm just scared that it might be Do I use this as a way to conquer fears? Be center of attention until confidence appears Feel like who I want to be when all of you are near And then you step away and that person disappears Do I use this as a way to conquer fears Be center of attention until confidence appears Feel like who I want to be when all of you are near And then you step away and that person.... But in real life They be hugging too tightly But in real life I'm just scared that it might be But in real life They be hugging too tightly But in real life But in real life