Mortality/Fatality

Lately I've been thinking bout death Like-how much time do I have left Until- I take my last breath Will-it be time well spent? Or a life that I slept on The sheep that I kept on Counting Wool I ever amount to something Wondering If I was too timid Adding all my doubts instead of chasing the vision Multiple excuses like the bottom of fractions The common denominator was I wasn't living And now I am angry,infact I am livid Never grasping hold of opportunities given And now I've gone cold like the food you was cooking Then left it on the table cos the TV you watching The taste isn't lost, takes time to go rotten But it don't hit the same when it's from micro wave oven So don't wait to reheat In life no repeats So aim for the peak Your goal you must reach Your dream you must seek Mission, you must complete Before you go sleep Before your 6 feet- deep Cos time is a creep watching from shadows Time doesn't not weep or rejoice at your sorrow Time is not money there's no way you can borrow What you've lost once it's gone What's the cost of a song Never written cos you were waiting for tomorrow Ain't no promise of tomorrow Call me if you get lost Like Kanye man you been gone Working on these new songs Ain't seen your ass in so long I think you got a problem You have been working too hard You never try to solve it You avoiding them bruh? I'm tired of making songs, I just wanna write verses Then swear that I'm done like all I wrote were curses Make a couple bands and buy my girl a new pers-on Cos the one that she have, it ain't working Tattered at the seams Chasing green been weighing him down Wouldn't change if he could, no pennies around Take note of the bills they piling up now Am I really smiling or is my world upside down As I frown at the crowd They keep yelling my name The adrenaline ain't settling It all feels the same The rush, I combust Then burst into flames Would you believe it, I'm a phoenix So I rise up again So I rise up again Yeah I rise up again Check the EMG What's killing me Feels like destiny It's a fatal attraction call it fatality