EXPECTATIONS

They tell me that my expectations are too high, I just tell them that they crazy I don't even know if I can live up to my expectations Morals ain't where I want them to be I feel to close to Satan All I care about is money, fame, and cars hope I'ma make it Always been the realest so you know that I could never fake it I dropped some friends and wondered if that was the right decision I love them 4L but they refused to ever see the vision Once I'm rich they'll probably call me saying "you're the one I'm missing" Back when I was broke you never even thought one time to listen Said goodbye to wonderland can't go back there again Drugs they keep calling my name tell me they wanna be my friend This may be my only life so I want it to be the best Wanted all of it to end I used to pray and ask for death Compare myself too often to some people I will never be Love me while I'm here don't really care if they remember me Focused on the luxuries and wasting all my energy Mainstream rappers getting paid so much there's nothing left for me All that people that I helped and I still do this on my own Maybe music isn't for me I should take a different road Been avoiding all my problems so I take some drugs to cope If they want me on the stage pay me $250 for a show I-I don't even know if I can live up to my expectations Morals ain't where I want them to be I feel to close to Satan All I care about is money, fame, and cars hope I'ma make it Always been the realest so you know that I could never fake it I dropped some friends and wondered if that was the right decision I love them 4L but they refused to ever see the vision Once I'm rich they'll probably call me saying "you're the one I'm missing" Back when I was broke you never even thought one time to listen Hope one day I wake up saying "Finally I'm stupid rich" Can't be with no fake and no I'll never cuff a stupid bitch Say she living out her dreams and she ain't even doing shit Use me for my money drive me crazy think I'm losing it C-C-Caught up in my feelings fill the void and get a Lambo Simple life that's 9-5 is somewhere that I can't go No this isn't tangible but I'm taking my chance woah Can't be broke I can't be average come count up my bands hoe It's crazy how you do your best it still isn't enough I give my bros my heart and in return they give me love I'm too good to be here because I know that I'm the one I'll do this till I'm brainless even then I won't be done I don't even know if I can live up to my expectations Morals ain't where I want them to be I feel to close to Satan All I care about is money, fame, and cars hope I'ma make it Always been the realest so you know that I could never fake it I dropped some friends and wondered if that was the right decision I love them 4L but they refused to ever see the vision Once I'm rich they'll probably call me saying "you're the one I'm missing" Back when I was broke you never even thought one time to listen