Alone

Every damn day Deal with this pain Deal with the people who told me I'm great They turned into snakes They turned into fakes They turned into someone that I cannot let in my way Get out of my face I'm sad and I'm lonely All I wanted was somebody to hold me All I wanted was somebody to know me But nobody wants me Nobody loves me Sit in this house and I drown in this bubbly Isn't it lovely Yeah Isn't it lovely Sitting inside of a room and I contemplate I'm reaching inside a dresser and grabbing some razorblades Cutting myself and I let the hurt resonate Telling myself that it don't matter anyway Oh I feel alone I feel alone Everyday I feel alone My reflection is one that is not perfect Look at my face and I see that I am hurting Look at my wrist see the blood that just keeps splurging I don't know why God thinks that these kids deserve this They don't Put down your phone Realize that they live with you inside of your home They feel alone You do not know Why don't you know Probably cause you're worried about bills Caught up in the money instead of what's real Take a second and ask them how they feel How do you feel Suicidal suicidal All of the pain they let idle Honestly you were their idol You used to be their parent now they are watching you Losing that title Oh I feel alone I feel alone Everyday I feel alone