Distorted Memories

Hands tied hands tied I ain't stopping till the doors suicide Too alive too alive I ain't ever gonna quit until the day I die Locked up locked up. Penitentiary living wasn't the life for us Growing up growing up Distorted memory giving to the kids, instead of love Hi I'm inside of your mind for a little bit Member when we met you were just a little kid Now I'm part of your life you're never gonna get Away from me cause you know that I am your negative Thoughts Lost Yeah, what are you feeling What is the cost I said fall fall fall fall Down into the depths of hell that you crawl Hi Wanna be my friend Hi Get my medicine Hi, maybe we could get high off the sedatives Mind is the devil's friend Might have to let him in I'd have to die for the light just to shine again Might feel bad for the things I've thought Live in the past with the things I've saw Might feel sad when you think I'm lost Life won't last or the things you bought Or the pain I wear Hate that I care Heart on my sleeve and I hate when its there Love when they stare Love that they care Heart on my sleeve and they love that its there Might feel bad for the things I've said Live in the past cause the past is dead Where's my nurse someone get my meds Lost my mind someone find my head Schizophrenic I don't think they get it Adolescents taught me something I will never forget it And if you get it forbidden Is something that I will never do if forgiven An God damn I will live my life like that Put my heart and soul and my mind on tracks But my lights on go so I might just crash And you might just fall and I might just pass When I'm looking back and I smile and laugh Hi, that was kinda cute What's you think that you have control of you? You think that your mind is open too? That is funny cause you dont even have a clue Lost Lost Lost Yeah what are you feeling? What is the cost? I said fall fall fall fall fall Down into the depths of hell that you crawl Hands tied hands tied I ain't stopping till the doors suicide Too alive too alive I ain't ever gonna quit until the day I die Locked up locked up Penitentiary living wasnt the life for us Growing up growing up Distorted memory giving to the kids, instead of love