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I sit in my room and I scroll on my phone I flip through my music when I feel alone I quit with the whining when I'm in my zone I'm pissed when I'm writing cause I can not cope What I can not cope What Hands shaking yeah i'm bout to blow Hands shaking yeah i'm bout to blow The roof off this house What are you scared of me now In the beginning yeah no one was looking and all of a sudden they loving me now They holding me down They're holding me back I'm taking the crown I'm taking the plaque This is my style Wearing all black This is my life All of the bad Memories building a legacy All of my problems are starting to get to me Digging deep Until I regurgitate all of my energy Enemies Something im not letting get to me Spit it with ease I'm feeling the things Ready to free the defeat Killing a beat Going to be Letting it free Keep it discreet Yeah see what I need Slow it down just to destress In my mind I'm depressed Don't know what I'm doing with my life I had my feet swept Fallen to the ground and then I'm feeling like a free mess Roaming round until I finally pick up all the pieces I Feel like I might die Stuck inside my mind Want to hit rewind I Tried to come back Forced to feel that Mourn and feel sad Floor the damn gas Steal the break pad Feel the brakes smash Swerve and then crash Fueles a relapse From the car dash Cut from the glass Wheres my shoes at In the tall grass See the reflect Stuck on reset Seats were defect When the car wrecked And I feel like that my life is going crazy And honestly I've been stuck inside my room contemplating Letting my feelings take control of the wheel that's why I am craving A little bit of control of my life but I dont think that I'll take it And if I do Maybe that would be the end of you I don't think they understand I don't think they really get it I was talking to myself I was telling me to finish Killing off all of my demons And sometimes I feel like I'm sleeping I'm waking up and then I realize that I'm just dreaming I Feel like I might die Stuck inside my mind Want to hit rewind I