I'm Afraid

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me I'm causing these fights because I feel lonely My momma abandoned me and I was homeless I guess I'm just use to the feeling of broken I just wanted love because that was unspoken Nobody can save me and trying is hopeless Please leave me and go find somebody that's worthy I'm miserable and I am tired of hurting And dragging you down with me makes me feel worse I think that I am just stuck with this curse That you can not break and never unlearn My hearts in the fire cause I like the burn Never thought that I would be taking turns I'm blaming you for what happened with her It's not your fault she caused the hurt It's not your fault I can not learn I'm afraid Of the way You tell me I should change All the pain From the way No one has stayed Then you came along and said I will be with you till death I'm not afraid Of the way You tell me I should change Maybe I just need some therapy For all of my insecurities I never had no one there for me I never had no one care for me Commitment to me is scary I think that I'll give it a try Please do not break my heart Please do not make me cry It's been about two weeks of me just writing this song I had to take a break to break myself away from breaking us completely and utterly Apart I know it's hard But I'm not leaving until death is doing us part Just play my part How could I act I know that I like to focus on all of the bad Please grab my hand They'll understand Or not understand Love is confusing what did you expect I am just a man I'm doing my best I should digress Easier said I am a mess You are the best I've ever loved You are the best I've ever loved I just really hope that I'm enough I'm afraid Of the way You tell me I should change All the pain From the way No one has stayed Then you came along and said I will be with you till death I'm not afraid Of the way You tell me I should change I'm afraid Of the way You tell me I should change All the pain From the way No one has I'm afraid Of the way You tell me I should change All the pain From the way No one has stayed Then you came along and said I will be with you till death I'm not afraid Of the way You tell me I should change