I'm Sorry

I'm a hypochondriac I'll finally admit it I'm sorry I did this I'm sorry for quitting I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for everybody that would listen This can't be forgivin I'm sorry for living I'm sorry that my mother left me when I was younger so I didn't have nobody to Love me and cherish all the moments and memories that we'd probably be goin through Sorry that I can't be true Sorry that I can't be you Sorry that I'm always in the way and on the fence even when people are telling me that i'm needing to move I don't know why I even try It's like there's a ladder But I can not climb I'm surrounded by water But I can not drown I'm surrounded by people That care bout me now But I don't believe it no I don't believe it I'm dealing with demons I'm dealing with feelings It's so damn deceiving what I am perceiving I'm honestly feeling like I am just dreaming Contemplate leaving and tired of needing And I am not healing and what is the meaning Of living life if you ain't giving love and being there for somebody who actually needs it I got some questions but who do I ask They say it's a lesson but when will I pass I don't get the message my life is a glass Shattered and broken I'm just like my dad Just like my dad just like my mom Why is it every decision is wrong Why is it that I just can't be the one I can't be the one I don't know why I even try It's like there's a ladder But I can not climb I'm surrounded by water But I can not drown I'm surrounded by people That care bout me now I'm sorry that I can't be the one for you But its hard enough being there for me I'm sorry that I'm broken split into two I'm sorry that you had to pick up the piece