Intro

Yeah Im messing up here again From the outside looking in Feeling like it is the end Hate the life I have to live And I just wanted to give I didn't want any of this I guess it is what it is Noose around my neck blade up on my wrist I never wanted to do it and I never wanted to bleed Depressions another influence and it just keeps killing my dream Everything i would need Everything I would be Turns into something I would see Everything I perceive Expressing my pain like a tree Honestly I feel like I could just scream at The top of my lungs until there's no air I've never felt love but why do I care I'm not enough and this isnt fair I'm feeling stuck I needed a spare Give me a hand and then helping me out But I push you away because all of my doubts And I'm checking my plans when I keep falling down And I hide all my pain but it keeps coming out Suicide