Noise (Remix)

Living at a fast pace Talk about the mad pain Accepted to the rap game Gonna find my own way Gonna make my own lane Finding my own fame I hate to see the day where I gotta go away Think smarter just to work harder Dedication just to go further Medication for my own father He's aggravated just don't bother Wish I saw my own mother Wish we really knew each other Jealous of my own brother He got attention like no other Come and visit like once a summer I got scared and I had a stutter Keep my mouth shut I don't want to show my true colors I dig deep just to hide the pain Bury it and I look away Break down cause it's all the same I'm the one that they always blame Pack my bags and I run away Crying I hide my face Look down cause I'm ashamed My heart hurts but I'm okay I'm lost In my own thoughts My own battles that I fought Stealing I got caught My feelings are rock hard I could've changed yeah from the start It's my loss My life True pain will stay inside Locked away yeah nice try All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise all I hear is noise all I hear is People from the outside Never hearing my my cries Locked on the inside Everyday I fight Seek but never find Darkness always hides Darkness always hides People from the outside Never hearing my my cries Locked on the inside Everyday I fight Seek but never find Darkness always hides The dark will always hide You from me truthfully I couldn't see how you could be Selfish and honestly I can't deal with anxiety Kill myself I gotta leave I gotta go I need a home I need someone to hold me when I feel like I'm alone Tried to hard to let up I came to far to give up Cried too much to express love Can't tell me that this is luck Tell me you're proud of me When last year you doubted me My aunt just how could she Turn on me reality Face it embrace it Prove yourself and just make it Stay true and don't fake it They're faking they're playing Stay dedicated my son Have patience your time will come And I know that you'll be the one And when it's all said and done You'll have a place with a family Stay content and you will see That fame isn't everything You're okay God will please Stay humble and love Everything everyone up above Soon you'll see how to love and never judge All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise I don't think that it's my choice All I hear is noise all I hear is noise all I hear is