Put The Bottle Down

I tried my hardest to get the attention from my mom I thought I deserved I went the farthest when it came to lessons that I had learned And every time I think about it I keep feeling this Hurt Abandonment issues but nobody was ever concerned And to be honest At the time I didn't even know Mad at my parents So that's when I decided to smoke And leave home all alone They don't know it was cold And I was on the edge of breaking away from all of the Lows and highs is my demise Truth and lies is my disguise Can't survive I'm forced to fight Meeting God I see the light Put the bottle down We need you right now We need you right Put the bottle down We need you right now We need you right Fast forward a couple of years I'm addicted to the bottle now I'm downing every beer And as I look inside my mirror I see someone beside me I'm angry inside so I guess that it's perfect timing to start a war Didn't know that's all it would take Just rolling down a window threw a bottle at my face High speed chase high speed chase High speed chase high speed chase He hit my car and it hit a rail Seeing the stars as we would sail He hit my car and it hit a rail Seeing the stars as we would sail We went through a windshield off of a bridge Broke my back and I think about kids that I never had I'll never be a dad Closing my eyes everything turns to black Put the bottle down We need you right now We need you right Put the bottle down We need you right now We need you right