What To Do

I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do I'm tired I don't know how to explain it I feel like That I never was complacent Emotions Of feeling this self hatred I lost everyone I loved because they're faded Now I feel like I don't know what I'm suppose to do or go Tired of feeling alone Tired of being my own Shoulder I'm gon lean on But if I have to sacrifice to do it than I will Started swerving off the course and then Jesus grabbed the wheel I can feel the devil living in my head he's trying to kill The Holy Spirit inside of my heart but it's made of steel You won't ever get it You won't ever get it Might've gotten close But I'm never finished No I'm finished Feeling like an exorcism The way I'm spitting Put us both inside of a room I need a minute Let it out Breathe it out In my mind was full of doubt Had to walk this road alone before I finally figured out People only love you when you offer something more than they can give themselves This life is like a hell But I'm out of my cell and out of my mind yeah yeah Whenever I fell I never would cry yeah yeah But I'm out of my cell and out of my mind yeah yeah Whenever I fell I never would cry yeah yeah I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do I'm tired I don't know how to explain it I feel like That I will never be awakened From this dream Paralyzed in the matrix Feeling stuck Don't know how escape it Everyone is telling me that I have got to let it go 21 years alone 21 years of hope 21 years to go I don't know how much longer that I can keep on doing this I feel like I'm not receiving the amount of love I give I could walk on water in front of your eyes you wouldn't flinch I don't know what I'm suppose to do a man is not a gift That you could just throw away and replace Feeling amazed Feeling this pain I'm not okay You're not okay Always an excuse justifying your ways I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do here anymore I don't know what to do