Supposed To Be (feat. King Sekou)

I said this isn't what it's supposed to be Life got me gripping on this rosary The type of shit that make ya soul to bleed I think this liquor got ahold of me I said this isn't what it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be I said this isn't what's it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be Eases Jesus in my cup Gripping on my rosaries Staring in the mirror drunk Like what done got a hold of me Shit get hard to tell sometimes Sometimes I don't feel like me And I can't say who right or wrong I can only speak for me Got this pain all in my heart I bare And I can't let it bury me You don't know the depths of this Boy I swear this shit get deep Cut me like a jagged knife Cut so deep my soul will bleed Nigga dripping Jesus blood Walking like a deity Walking like the chosen one That's why niggas notice me Who else but the holy king I said this isn't what it's supposed to be Life got me gripping on this rosary The type of shit that make ya soul to bleed I think this liquor got ahold of me I said this isn't what it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be I said this isn't what's it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be Death it seems to be the only time I'm in a church Can't wait to get to heaven this the devils fucking earth My pain it runneth deep but my cup ain't overflowing I don't remember days but I can't forget the moments Chosen friends become your family and we running out of time I just hope you understand me I ain't never like goodbyes I've been drowning in my memories can't get up out my mind So I pour a little Hennessy and lift it to the sky I said I drop down to my knees and I thank god for my life I don't ask for wants or needs all I want is advise He told me keep on going and Remember where I came from You ain't gotta know them but Remember love thy neighbor We gotta love the kids and we gotta love our women The kids is the future and our future depends on it Can't tell you where I've been but I'll tell you where I'm going We all dust in the wind we just caught up in the moment I said this isn't what it's supposed to be Life got me gripping on this rosary The type of shit that make ya soul to bleed I think this liquor got ahold of me I said this isn't what it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be I said this isn't what's it's supposed to be nah Nah this isn't what it's supposed to be