envy (prelude to black calabasas)

You could catch me At a beach house New crib that I creep out New gems in a freak mouf I'm all i can think bout This shit feel So Amazing But some days It get hazy I know I said I loved you I know you Said it tew My heart been Navy blue Seen sadderdays Without you I know I Said a mouthful I miss my niggas I know I been a Lor distant But good riddens I got rid of the old me Now they can miss The old me I put a picture On me I resident The Stoneys I sipping Demons on me I'm slipping Matrimony Dont think you owe me None I did it all for yall And all the failures With it You gotta crawl before ya ball Thats all it ever been I feel benevolent My family heaven sent She got a heaven scent No longer who I was I'm seen a better me Know I got darker days But im never far from Grace And if I fall from grace I got it all in place I can get me what I want I'm not wealthy But i'm nifty been smelling Like a skunk I need to spray Before she get me Running in the crib Late Cause the lights Was always busy Why'd I leave it on Because I hate the dark I never chase the dark Now where's ya smart remark I know I speak in wavy And you been m.i.a That's why i couldn't call you baby And im sorry baby I'm no longer what they made me I'm just a better me Put that on everything Put that on every ring Put that on every chain Put that on cbd I gotta get what mine I already started behind So i been aiming for mine I been patient for mine Cause when i get it and shine It's going block oht the sun It prolly fix up ya guts It prolly heal up a lung I just need it I can feel it In me