After Life (feat. Fetti Hardaway)

0323 It's up forever It's up forever But I need to see my son tonight He the reason I keep beating all these hopeless night Death be teasing I just keep on holding tight They won't believe unless they see me meet the afterlife So now you acting different Doing thing unpredicted Keep it 100 I did see you wit him sippin Late night slippin The way I was feeling Word to my mother He counting a blessing by you being wit em Couple more seconds of thinking I think I really would of sent them This weapon was hitting everything intended When I said I love you girl I meant Stand for mines and I don't share positions Unless we Unless we kissing striping But now you trippin tricking All for attention Remember them days My mom in the kitchen crying I'm over here lying You look in her face Men she know that I did it Momma I'm sorry I beg for forgiveness Made some decisions I cannot mention You start over thinking Then send me a message You praying I listen One day ima But this spin on this life that I'm living You taught me right but I still went and did it Word to my son Everybody pains different Seen the position my mother be praying That she never witness I get the chills every-time that I spit this Picture the image of love at its realest I'm watching my baby she all in her feelings My son in his room He's quiet he chillin Family on zoom Watchin a soul get evicted They praying he get up Dawg he ain't gon get up Narcotics the killer he was the victim I'm writing this for every one of my niggas I figured this vision would change ya position Or even Change up a decision of really becoming a victim I swear I be ready to risk it But I need to see my son tonight I just keep on holding tight They won't believe unless they see me meet the afterlife Tell me what you want You tell me anything Use to be my baby could've got a wedding ring I been through so much this shit went heavenly Tonight just one of them nights I'm feeling everything I just need some to hold tonight But you putting on a show tonight I'm mixing up codeine I'm moving slow tonight I'm out with the gang tonight We on the road tonight Gotta keep that pole on me Never know if you might go tonight