What's Happening To Me

Still popping on a pill mane Dropping on them hills mane Stick up in my pocket if they want to catch a deal mane Still frame Smoking on them toxins 'till they kill mane Heart cut down to my wrist Don't want to feel mane Lately I been watching everybody blow Still psycho Still depressed and I'm hoping to make that cell ring Ate her pussy in the hopes that she don't ever call Saying "Dolla I cant do this anymore" I guess it's all the fake I'm to blame Overthinking 'bout it 'till I go insane Out of range Heard they keep talking But all they really say is f*ck shit Knuckle up and buck quick It don't change a thing I know we all going to die Screaming out "f*ck this" Bled out on the mattress from my wrist sliced up Saw that post the other day I wish I didn't slide up Heard your tears fall on the pavement Feeling inside out Recommended to a friend But yet I still cry out Please don't back down Don't you give up on me too I know I'm fucking up and going down But I still love you Know I'm losing touch on reality Baby please don't walk away Even though I know you're doubting me I guess we're all the same They say they proud But I don't feel it yet Brain fog on my mind I know you feel the dread When you look into my eyes Baby, tell me what you see Another piece of you Or something else that you would rather leave F*ck