Guilty Pleasures

Tell me what's the move lately I just been I just been tryna keep my head up lately Shit on my mind Yeah, I been going through it lately They already hatin' on me Best keep that, gun on safety Cuz you could get dead up, gravely Put my name up on that, namepiece Wronged for the ways that I speak But, i'm feelin' good homie Stress keep me alive, OD Sometimes, I need someone to hold me Tell me that it's ok, make the peace A slave to my mind, set me free I took a straight dive, fell on my knees Locked the doors, and throw away the key Last Night I went out Had some drinks Poured them out In my head There was doubt And I know How that sounds I tried to do What was right in my mind Here I go Fallin' down Fill me up Til' I drown Tell me what's the move lately I just been I just been tryna keep my head up lately Needed some time Yeah, all these thoughts hurtin' me lately How could y'all up and just blame me Look at these scars that y'all gave me Eatin' me alive as I speak Buried my pain behind my eyes Distract myself so I improvise Feel more alive when it's night Black spots all around losin' sight Takin' all these pills, that I invite Sometimes I wonder if i'm right I get beat down, losin' fight Wish I could erase and overwrite I'll never be the same, that's my peace Last Night I went out Had some drinks Poured them out In my head There was doubt And I know How that sounds I tried to do What was right in my mind Here I go Fallin' down Fill me up Til' I drown