Ghost on Me

What is going on Can't figure out what I'm doing My life is all messed up Feel captured in my body Control has gotten lost Can't remember who I'm being No traits just a let-down While I'm waiting for a sign but they're over I forgot to live Got the task taking all my time No hobbies in my life Only pressured doing things that I need to I'm standing here all alone Never found a group that I belonged to I never felt understood There's a barrier blocking all the bonding I never lived, I never loved The patterns that my days follow I always thought, it gets resolved I'm being stunned while Life goes on I realize, something hangs up These curtains block my view outside It just seems like I got a Ghost On Me Ignoring all these thoughts Get out of bed to live once a good Life Prepare The Wall so tall To protect me from bad... No Suddenly, it took so long His coverage will soon be gone I knew it all along Remove the Ghost from Me