25-5-2019

Looking for ways to let this Out Going in circles roundabout In my own mind Thoughts I can't fight Looking for ways to let this out Going in circles Roundabout In my own mind Thoughts I can't fight I look in the mirror Thought my vision was Clearer Rough mission I fear for Tough exterior with an Alternative demeanour With my inner most Feel like a ghost cause this Body's becoming what he Fears most I'm lost like a hypocrite Going back on there ways Moss that's on the mind Building really starts to Decay What's truly hard to say Thoughts of crumbling up Like clay Fought for nothing getting Through the day cause life Seems grey Like the day I tried to end It Why'd I say let's end it Instantly did regret it Definitely wanted to mend It This anger can't contend it Now I don't want to Pretend it That it never happened I'm sorry for snapping Lately been acting like I Deserve these attackings Bitchs actions hold Impactions From recent actions Cause I fucked up Held it in bottled up Then emptied the dump truck Wish I could suck it up But no longer can Does this make me any less Of a man Damn Looking for ways to let this Out Going in circles Roundabout In my own mind Thoughts I can't fight