3/3/23

I'm better off on my own, said my friends when I asked them I was scared to be alone I didn't listen I wanted you by my side, although it never felt right You were my everything, you were my star in the night It was 2am, you were texting me I don't know what I thought your message could possibly be Is it I miss you, or is it that you hate me too? Or do you just regret the things you said I made you do? Or do you just regret the things you said I made you do I defended your name, although you did me wrong And it hurts to know that you cheated with him all along You blamed the lack of attention, you had me so surprised I spent all my time with you, guess you didn't realize You two met up alone, while I was just leaving home I want nobody but you, you told me months ago You told me months ago I don't want to keep these memories all they do is remind me you didn't care for me I want them out of my head, is that too much to ask Don't want to see you again, I hope you're fine with that Fell asleep on the couch and I picked up your phone Had a shitty feeling you kept secrets I didn't know I read the messages between you and that other guy Using your friend's name as his contact was a shitty disguise Using your friend's name as his contact was a shitty disguise I don't want to keep these memories all they do is remind me you didn't care for me I want them out of my head, is that too much to ask Don't want to see you again, I hope you're fine with that I hope you're fine with that