used for love

Lied to my face while you looked in my eyes I thought I knew you but I realized You just used me for love on the lonely nights You just my needed love on the lonely nights Still gave you my love and you threw it away Regretting the times I didn't stay away Yea I'm stuck on rewind thinking what I could change Man I'm stuck in my mind thinking was I deranged Wasn't my fault yea it couldn't be Gave you all of my love it was killing me Sitting and thinkin about all of the times That you could've set me free but you didn't Kept me prisoner to your love you don't get it You never loved me from the start just admit it You played me to keep me committed to a bitch That never even loved me anyway just quit it I lied to her face so the other side, could find, you ain't nothing Tell me the difference Tell me if that's the reason you were never consistent Was it just a lie? To tell all your fucking friends that we were doing alright Don't know what to believe The fact you ain't love me The fact we ain't make it until Christmas eve It really was all a lie Got your friends DMing me telling me that you're doin' alright Guess I was mistaken I got to rethink all of these decisions I'm makin' Heart no longer for the taking Now I just sit in my room wide awake and I (I) I don't fucking know what to do Was supposed to just be me and you But you wasn't true To think that I fucking approved To think that I really saw something in you