Wayside

I've been wayside Too drunk all I see bright lights I keep doing this over and over Late nights Face time Never answer always decline Leaving me in my head With no way to leave I'm done Taken to much And now my heart is cold I'm numb Beginning to lose my touch I've lost control Never knew that everything would be this way Looking back reminiscing on the better days Things were different but I always knew that it would change Now I'm praying everyday for it to be the same And it's hard ohhhh So I drown myself in alcohol tonight every single night ohhhh My bad habits got me so hypnotized I've been wayside Too drunk all I see bright lights I keep doing this over and over Late nights Face time Never answer always decline Leaving me in my head With no way to leave Directing my own show Without a script or anything to guide me Feeling so alone Disconnecting from reality I drink this bottle with regret Can't let sorrows down to rest So many phone calls that I've missed (Leave a message at the tone) I'm sorry I'm not there All the time All the time I've been wayside Too drunk all I see bright lights I keep doing this over and over Late nights Face time Never answer always decline Leaving me in my head With no way to leave