Lil' Uzi Introvert

I'm dodgin' the people, cuz i'm not a people person My temple on fire, just like a steeple burnin' Headaches just keep returning at the thought of going out and being social Wish I had I sign that I could show 'em (At your discretion he's anti-social) It's not depression just 'cuz i'm not vocal (I just don't wanna talk to you) It sucks my profession has me in their focus And it's their impression just 'cause I'm a poet That I must love speaking and love being spoken to And they'll say i'm bogus too if I don't converse with a few What in the world can I do? I just wanna crack a brew, okay just maybe a few Find me a beautiful view, be present with all that God drew Nature be church, so outdoors be important of pews Seconds in silence are ones I can't lose Sitting for hours alone i'm amused Used to think I was the weirdest of dudes Would beat myself up, leave identity bruised Feared that my peers would so disapprove If I did not conform to what they do Talk when they talk, walk when they walk, I was Black sheep that followed the flock That's not my role in this life, acting was never my strength I do not go lengths if I do not have too Don't care from your opinion if I never ever asked you, I'm an introvert (Yep, respect my space...) Man I'm spread too thin Look, my being is being pulled at every end severing limbs Tired of being told and talked to, I don't need a walkthrough Cause as I turn inward I get rid of the false truth And you can see by the expression on my face that I'm in a safe place Man I'm in my own space so leave me be no please leave me To do what I do no need to be present in the crescent of the Moon And as the energy enters me I feel the Synergy Center me a symphony giving me life Guided by the hand of God, divided by a land abroad No outer influences doin this only my inner thought Cause there's a whole lot of people just like me Although a lot of times it might seem unlikely I know I've gotta find my own way but I don't play with the weight of the world so lightly So what do I do when all this hullabaloo begins erupting abruptly corrupting my view I get into a mindset like a shuttle, It'll rattle I'm taking off on a journey a yearning for inner travel Because the key is me it is within not without I'm the chancellor of answer descending from doubt You can keep your two cents, I don't want the chump change Because I've got a true sense of what the f*ck I want to say No questions, no second-guessing my actions Invested in my quest the best to my faction Relaxin, when the stress is pressin on my backside that's when I preemptively attempt Not to backslide, you've got to drown out the noise If you're scared of the silence then really that's a choice If you start up a convo with me I'm liable to duck it Cuz sometimes I just want to tell the whole world to suck it