Scars

Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far When you come from where i came from I was born with the scars so it's my job Even when they screw me over I just pray to god Save me He the only one that will never flake I'm just on my vegan health but i still want my cheesecake Put that on my plate Say I'm the best is an understatement I just tell myself daily that I'm the greatest Self affirmation at its latest When a female come to me I just turn around i don't wanna another scar Man this pain is getting too hard Missing my grandma that the deepest scar I can't love another woman That's a devastation Got my heart played too many times This ain't no game I can't just restart So i choose to play my part And help the other people But i will never have a sequel Of the pain from another woman Scars hit deeper than a bullet Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Scars on me like a mink on a skating rink, 10 shots of the Henny I don't wanna think, Never wanna think about it Wish that I could blank This Mother's Day I saw my nana through a screen door It's crazy feel like I don't see my nana no more Cancer patient but she beat this thing be-fore Said my love had brought her back guess that's my re-ward Is you real or is you fake, I can't be sure I can't take away these scars it's gon be more Pain running really deep feel it in my core I remember 4th grade they ain't feel my pain Catholic School wit the Irish like its notre dame Where my clover at I feel like no one know my name All they seein' is my color and it hurt the same Member when they called me n*gger I was full of hate Member when they called me n*gger I was full of hate, fire in my heart I'm ready to retaliate, I was only 8 but I held A lot of weight, only person in my class never feeling safe, traumatizing as a child wasn't feeling great See them scars made me a man even tho they ache Wouldn't change a thing about 'em cuz they made me pray, all them drugs that I was taking took the pain Away, but it was only temporary like extended stay Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Scars hit deeper than a bullet Member when they called me n*gger I was full of hate Had to find my way Away from the scars I just hope and pray that i make it far Fire in my heart I'm ready to retaliate Fire in my heart I'm ready to retaliate They gone hate when you down, love you when you great Scars comin' and it ain't coming with no give and take Pray to God that he help the pain eliminate