Intro to my Therapy

This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the one to blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king Days passing too fast Daily broken glass Can't put it together I was scared to love you Cause I didn't wanna be left So i sit here on a daily All alone ya cryin tears That can't even be seen Is it water or vodka All in my cup I can't tell the difference It's not your fault oh no Missin who i love Do you miss me too Praying you come on home Did you feel yourself in love Or even falling Cause I'm falling to the ground To my hands and knees Asking God begging pleading I'm trying to tap into myself I have no metamorphosis But i can't it's just too hard I'm unknown to myself This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the one to blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king My heart ain't the same I swear you are my spark But now you gone you not wrong It's just too hard being me Dehydrated from you Pushin close ones far away Hiding my pain deep within Mama can't see my strain The pain hit too deep Missing you all in my arms I hope that you hear this song Cause this is all for you Nothing bad just voicing All my feelings for you Can't even tell you cause it hit me like a comet I was overthinking daydreaming like maybe Haven't even been sleeping but I'm like baby Feels like them early days cause I'm all sleep Late nights ya I'm up late Can't seem to catch a break I know you happy and okay Don't feel bad I'll find a way I'm just missing you everyday Scars cutting so deep I can't sow it up Pain lingers deep Can't believe I lost my peace I'm numbing all the pain away This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the one to blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king This the Intro to my therapy Intro to my pain I be missing you lately Wonder if you feel the same And i walk around in misery Feel like I'm the blame All the things you was telling me Had me feeling like a king Until i can finally feel it But it's getting worse in me Let me stop I cry too much This is all the pain in me I don't know how to love again Silence shows all my pain Will you come on back to me Love never leaves no shame I tried to fade away But it pulls like stay You help me choose a different way Yes I'm happy for you But i wish you'd stay Yes the pain made me change Please don't make me move on Please don't let me move on