Maybe

Just Maybe I Should Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Ain't anyone thinking about this man right here sometimes I look at the devil with no fear Started to cover up my ears Cause no one even cares for me Ima caregiver living alone on inside on the outside (I'm lookin alive) Livin that lie They say speak your mind but when it's spoken all I get is bad vibes, there Is more to life But how you know what lies in my life if you just on the outside not even looking in But maybe I should Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just maybe Like the thunder and the rain is always callin my name I sit back and think what the f*ck I do so wrong To have no one To hold my back To hold me high But I'm still fallin Please hold me high But I'm just sittin on a block of heart lock without love, without care, without anyone What's the point of even livin' If my head is always spinnin' Tell me am I really winnin' Maybe I should just blast myself, Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just maybe Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just maybe Trying to figure out What is going on in my head Ya I said I'm feeling so down Can't even find the way out How would life be without me No one even needs me Wants me Ya it's starting to hunt me Don't amuse me This feeling will consume me Damn Don't try to figure out what's going on All i do is put a wall up No one even cares for me Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just Maybe I will never share these thoughts Ima be the rock without a crack Searching for the way out But it's a fact even though I know inside I'm cracking, breakin from the interior to the exterior and still I try not to shed a tear Cause at the end of my tears is the same result Same pain Same feelin' With no healin' Just maybe I should blast Run until my time is gone Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just maybe Maybe I should blast myself Run until my time outlast itself Just maybe