Mentally

Mentally i was there for you Mentally i was calling you Mentally you was scheming Mentally you left me with scars Mentally i was there for you You wasn't there for me Mentally i was calling you You was dodging me Mentally you was scheming I was cleaning out ya your demons Mentally you left me with scars Now loving someone is just way too hard Every time that i try I get hit in the heart Crawling back into the dark No i can't smoke and drink I don't wanna be too numb Call the pastor this is that funeral to my heart I will never love another I'll float away like a feather Grind it out til my fingers break Females love to say dudes run the game Y'all the ones that run game How you think we became so bad Cause y'all broke us down into the ground Saying that we doing too much Saying it was just a lust Now I'm here like cut it wipe the dust Keep my heart caged in like a lion Show no fear give no love That includes the hugs cause those get you messed up Make your mind think y'all was something special When it wasn't nothing but a hustle Ima talk my mess blow the mussel Time to expose the truth I'm just gettin tired of being called a dog Ya y'all playin games like it's uno Then you duck and bouncin out Leave a us men clueless Wondering like was it me Was it my fault How could you do this I'm just over here trying to find a clue Playing my blues in the back Now I'm so confused Call me lil tjay Cause my heart is just way too ruthless Mentally i was there for you You wasn't there for me Mentally i was calling you You was dodging me Mentally you was scheming I was cleaning out ya your demons Mentally you left me with scars Hold up maybe I'm just going to hard Speaking too deep Feelings leakin like a water pipe Everyone on the hype hype me up But then go home and hate on the same person Like swipe swipe it up I remember i was 5 months short bills Couldn't get a deal Life was hittin real You tested me mentally Carried us like LeBron on the Cavs I made ever pass just to get close to you Friends becoming more like enemies rather than families And I couldn't believe this could happen to me I give the world all my good energy Get shot down point blank by my the closest Ya that sound like Nipsey But ima always be on my hustle Never gave a lick about your bubble Ya I'm smooth like Russell And you know I'm always down with the tussle And they always want someone that's a good man Move slow with the good hands Speaking clearly Love and care til the end Not to mention makin love like no other And you give them all of this They don't know how to act so they split real quick Now you left there thinkin like Never mind get the brick time here that click click click click bang That's the gun to the brains Now everyone got pains mentally Mentally i was there for you You wasn't there for me Mentally i was calling you You was dodging me Mentally you was scheming I was cleaning out ya your demons Mentally you left me with scars Money change the people that you love It's like a drug to them Call em Dora got no time to explore them Time to get the racks call it Venus Typically people come into your life and leave They just grab what they want then they gone Like zoom hit you with that magic trick Now you standing there like clown Time to turn into John ya we carry no feeling This ain't no Wikipedia i cannot define your name Now it's time to change I just wonder who's the blame It's a big shame cause i was just a great man Now i turnt into a savage cause i be on my fitness Na i never need a witness I became too fearless cause now I'm about my business When she ask for forgiveness Oh yes ima give it cause I'm that religious It sucks cause my heart gone Tired of giving out the loans Cause mentally i was there but you was gone Nowhere to be found Now i gotta turn around find myself I got my crown Grind so hard even when I'm blind But when you come to me just know Mentally you can never break me down Mentally i was there for you You wasn't there for me Mentally i was calling you You was dodging me Mentally you was scheming I was cleaning out ya your demons Mentally you left me with scars