Running Away, Pt. 2

I've been trying to run away from the pain Don't worry it's just way too late I can't be saved did you notice me Heart hangin by a tree like slavery I'm been tryna find my bravery Bring the Calvary I've been running away Trying find my speed Gotta find my peace Heart so cold that i fell asleep Can't even find my me She don't even really wanna see Who the real me really is So I've been running away Running away Running away ya ya Running away Running west Running away ya ya Trying to change Found my faith Crying again ya ya I ain't got no patience When they treat me like a lab rat I been on a diet detoxin keep it quiet I been boxing with the demons Don't be bias Cause I been in love but I won't again Can't feel nothing when I hold ya hand My feet keep drownin' Cause I'm in ya sand This might be something I give a chance I've been flying God and me we the pilot I've been shining don't be lying Why you hiding You excite me Feelings moving on that icing Slippin sliddin' Take you on an Island With a diamond Crying in my silence I'm running away from the pain What a shame always hidin' Wanna be like a Spartan Takin care of my garden Keep me sane in your arms But Icry like alarms Manifest in my life Gotta turn my pain off From all this pain and emotion Feel like I'm drowning in the ocean I'm trying to C4 an explosion Locked me up like a potion Crawling on the ground cause I'm broken So I'm running away Running away Running away ya ya Running away Running away Running away ya ya