The Lights

I'm just trying to find the light Every single day and night Lookin up at God like What is right What is wrong I'm just trying to get it Even though they trying to take me down Even though they wanna see fail They don't wanna see me crowned up Be bright, right next to God They just wanna see me... fail Ima keep my head up Ima keep my head up Every day Ima smile smile everyday I gotta get it right Truly yours truly yours This is my recovery Cause I'm just recoverin I just gotta get it I just gotta get it Every single day Even though the negativity gets to me oh daily In my mental but with God I just gotta stay with him Cause Jesus Christ He done died here on earth Just for us to Sin, oh ya what a father Oh One thing i gotta do Stay clear, stay true Even though everyday I wanted to kill myself Couldn't even see the light Got them stab wounds in my stomach No one even knows But ima keep it real, this is the light This is The recovery On God Let's take it back To when she passed away Didn't even wanna move Go away Ima keep it real I just wanted to take my life I just wanna fly up there with her To the Skies Even though I know Thats a selfish thing for me to do I hope God forgives me For the way I was thinking But hey, thats a mistake I made But im over here All grown up I just seen the light See the light Every single day Cause that's I know I cant live without God No way Ima tell a true story Real true story I just gotta keep it real Never judge me This is the light Gotta see the light This is the light Gotta see the light Stay true Stay true Stay real The recovery On God Head up Before I saw the light I stabbed myself In the stomach 2 times Got a little dense in my soul Now it look like I got 2 dimples In the stomach But im put it on my back With no slack Every time that I smile I feel the hurt Every time I see somebody I just tell them Keep ya head up, keep ya head up Always fight, never let the devil get to you Not today satan, not today Yeen ever gunna take my soul I found new ways, brighter days Every single time I look up in the sky I feel my tears slide Down, down, down my face Got my back against the wall So emotional Ima just keeping it real with y'all I done seen the light This is the recovery On God Thank you God I see the light