Losses

Uhhh Yea uhh I done took too many losses I can't never seem to win I done been down for so damn long when I'm up I don't need no friends I be late night speedin', drunk for no reason, I'm tryin' hard, but don't nobody wanna see it Please bro, don't get mad at me, I'm tired of all this shit (man I'm so tired) Please bro, don't get mad at me I can't even keep my bitch (I can't keep Ari) I been tryin' so hard to keep my ass up out these streets (I'm trying hard) But I'm so sorry big brudda, I'm not the person you want me to be (but I'm so scarred) But I been holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' (I'm stressin') Holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' (It's a blessin') I been holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm workin' I been holdin' on, I'm holdin' on my purpose Tryna change my way, but I don't see no other way about it (na na) You say it real, but I can't really f*ck with anybody (na na) Got all this pain no I don't even wanna deal with it (Na na) I wanna fly and get away from all of these niggas (na na) Mama I been scarred so many times man I'm so tired of bein' hurt (ooouuh) These niggas smile in your face whole time they want you in the dirt (ooouuh) Oh na na na na na na I can't even take no more (ooouuh) Oh na na na na na na I just want go lose my soul (ooouuh) I got a heart, but I'm heartless, I'm fallin' in the darkness (all in the darkness) Ready commit suicide, ain't no one gonna stop me (they ain't gon' stop me) Gave it my all and my hardest, If I gotta be honest (gotta be honest) I hate this world and I don't wanna be a part of it I done took too many losses I can't never seem to win (no i can't win) I done been down for so damn long when I'm up I don't need no friends (don't need no friends) I be late night speedin', drunk for no reason (I'm gettin drunk) I'm tryin' hard, but don't nobody wanna see it Please bro, don't get mad at me, I'm tired of all this shit Please bro, don't get mad at me I can't even keep my bitch I been tryin' so hard to keep my ass up out these streets But I'm so sorry big brudda, I'm not the person you want me to be (yeaaa)