Numb 2 The Pain

Pain in my heart, I take these drugs so I can feel numb Two weeks ago in front of the judge, can I just go home My momma told me, boy, you skinny, it's been so long I pray to God so I can never ever do wrong They say orange the new black, but I don't even like orange How the f*ck I get locked up for the right just to bear arms I take these drugs for my anxiety, I don't need love I take these drugs so I can talk to the man above I feel so trapped all in my hood, so I been trying to make it out Momma told me, son, don't leave me, you know you my only child I said, mama, it's okay, I'll go out there and make you proud I said, mama, I'm so sorry, I got locked up, please bail me out I smoke that dope like back to back, I need some cologne I told my brother, nigga, I'm witchu', whether you right or wrong First day out whats next, got off my ass and got a check I went and bought a brand new tec I need a bitch to give me head I lost my soul, searching for a brand new heart I lost my heart when bro died, and I swear them times were hard It ain't no saving me, I'm dead, cuz I'm so fucked up in the head They say I need to take my meds, can someone just put me to rest I swear I'm better off dead I swear I'm better off dead Man, I'm so fucked up in the head I swear I'm better off dead I swear I'm better off dead Can someone just put me to rest I swear I'm better off dead I swear I'm better off dead Can someone just put me to rest I swear I'm better off dead I'm numb to the pain I swear I'm better off dead I'm so numb, I'm numb to the pain I'm so, I'm so numb, I'm numb to the pain