Depression

I'm just sitting here thinkin Where in live am I supposed to be I'm just sitting here thinkin What would I do without you I'm just sitting here thinkin What would I do if I lost you I'm just sitting here thinkin Yeah yeah yeah Sit back i'm drinking and thinkin Think about life Mama she think bout her baby Whole time my dreams was to go in the Navy But it changed so fast now i'm toting 380's Pour me up more i'm crossed i'm faded Not stressing over a bitch that I know I then dated See me takin off now she just trying to have my babies You know that i'm looney you know that i'm crazy Uh You went and tried to go play me So go have a fun time just trying to replace me Jumped in the water nobody to save me I'm balling too hard, I'm feeling like KD Pour up that wocky I'm feeling too lazy You shot you missed You didn't even graze me I got you off your ass And you didn't even thank me F*ck you lil pussy this how you repay me? Uh I'm just out my head Perkys got me out my bed Depression kicking in I don't even wanna live here Drink up in my cup I don't even wanna sip it Yeah I did you wrong but baby I can't treat you different I'm too fucked up girl so I can't even tell the difference Yeah you going hurt Uh Cuz yeah I'm known to flirt She up Up in her feelings But I'm just really trying not to get hurt Baby girl believe me You don't wanna leave me No No No I don't rap cap Ask your bitch she fact check Send that work out Niggas would've thought I worked for Fedex Got all different types of pills Would've thought it was a med pack Told me to go and f*ck with my other bitches If you didn't want me to you should've said that Got scars that didn't heal yet I never even fucked wit you so that pain I didn't feel that My dad he left up out my life (F*ck him) My day one yea he lost his life (Long live him) My mom she fear I'll day one night (Yeah) Pool in a yard that's sounding nice Doing wrong it feels so right Who going to help me through them sleepless nights Think before you grab that knife can't suffer through yo suicide (I can't now) I question God like who am I Is it really a man up in the skies If he really cared then why we suffer They tell me pray but I know it's lies I'm just thinking (Where in life am I supposed to be) I'm just thinking (What would I do without you) I'm just thinking (Wondering what would I do if I lost you) Yeah I'm just thinking I'm just thinking I'm just think I'm just thinking (I'm just thinking where I'm supposed to be) I'm just thinking (I'm just thinking where I'm supposed to be) I'm just thinking (Where in this life am I supposed to be) I'm just thinking I'm just thinking I'm just thinking (I'm just thinking I'm just thinking I'm just thinking I'm just thinking I'm thinking)