Pain is Temporary

When I was in highschool me and my sister got these tattoos It say pain is temporary Basically symbolizing that it ain't gone storm forever Forgetting the fact that it's just gone storm again I looked death in his eyes so many times but still survived Smile on my face but so much pain in my eyes I ain't gone lie sometime I think I'm ready to die No more tears to cry man my shit done ran dry I done lost the only soldiers I know I had willing to ride Now it's just me and this Glock on my side Eyes getting heavy but I can't sleep even when I'm tired Bullet to the head sometimes I wish I would've died Everybody say you got a purpose but I don't know why (I don't) I'll try again in the afterlife Thought we was forever shit got rough turned out you lied After causing so much pain do I deserve to be alive If i was buried today do you think I'll see the light You think my soul would rise and join my brothers in the sky I jus took my baby life before it was able to start a life Mama told me talk to God but all that sinning made me shy I'm woke