In Too Deep

I kinda see what you on babe Deleting shit on yo phone babe Them bold ways You used leave and yo phone stayed I been played, so I know the signs when to feel afraid A few days since we been intimate no hug or no kiss And when I hit it and up in it You say "do it like this" I usually do it like that It's hard to just understand You saying you got my back, but got the knife in yo hand You being secretive and You slowly pushing me away Went from texting every minute now it's every other day Being dry with what you say You reply with long delays Thought these actions was a phase But u been stuck deep in yo ways babe And When I call you that just tell me what u thinking? We was riding on a wave now it's feeling like we sinking I keep thinking that you cheating you out creeping secret keeping I know you telling lies rolling eyes when u blinking I see it Cause I can't love in a lie And understand that I'm a man But I'm still able to cry And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside And if you feel I wasn't good enough I'll live cause I tried yea Cause I can't love in a lie And understand that I'm a man But I'm still able to cry And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside And if you feel I wasn't good enough I'll live cause I tried Gave you my heart and you crushing it Crazy thing is I'd still prolly put up with it Slightly losing touch with it I deny the signs It's been too long feel like I'm stuck with it Love has got me blind When I be peeping certain actions I pretend I don't know I'm In too deep to start all over In too deep to let go So I'm just taking it slow I guess l'll go with the flow And I suppose we like a rose so I'm just hoping we'll grow but A flower dies without sun and water I'm thinking farther I'm thinking broader want you to raise up son and daughter That's why it's scary You date for sex And I date to marry I barely trust you I'm scared to want you I'm scared to love you I was yo Will you was my Jada Picket Smith Had you locked in like a gated picket fence My complaining got you tense You asking how dare me? Thought I had you locked in but you gave him the spare key, And I'm hurting Cause I can't love in a lie And understand that I'm a man But I'm still able to cry And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside And if you feel I wasn't good enough I'll live cause I tried Yea Cause I can't love in a lie And understand that I'm a man But I'm still able to cry And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside And if you feel I wasn't good enough I'll live cause I tried In too deep In too deep I over think I'm losing sleep Losing sleep Sometimes I wish I didn't peep Didn't peep Apologies , but talk is cheap I swear this pain is unbearable I try to make new memories , but they don't compare to you The things that you did natural they would not even care to do I cared for you, I kept it true What you did to me I ain't do to you And I'm a fool if I go back to you I done told my mom and now she mad at you Awkward when they bring you up they asking "damn what happen to Chick you used to bring around?" Tryna find another you Wish you felt the feeling when I say you found another dude F*ck it you , got me insecure I don't know what to do Uncomfortable Thinking every woman keeping secrets too I needed you , you needed me Move on is what I need to do , and let you be I need to leave