in the cold

Designer shades on my face, you can't see how I feel I'm hiding tears behind these lenses, what I rap about is real I wanna get the f*ck up outta here, but don't know where to go I'm trynna to move fast, why is everyone around me moving slow Long and winding roads, I'm on my own I feel free to express myself over these piano notes I wrote this sitting on a mountain with my feet off the ledge Just trying to get these thoughts from out my head One wrong move and I'm dead I hope they never find me, people lying to my face I just disassociate You a smart girl, know what you doing, trying to instigate In attempts to shake me, demons wide awake, they hide in plain sight I didn't see 'em, my mistake When something doesn't feel right, you're probably right Trust your intuition Too many times I wish I did, then payed the price I didn't even eat today I know they feel the words I write They filled with emotion I'm hoping that I found the strength to keep going Please, please You know those days, those fucking days