Lost Lately

So many blessings in this life So why I'm focused on the negative Since a young kid I've always know to be competitive, yea That's how I got ahead Probably not gonna wanna f*ck if she not giving head But f*ck it though Made some mistakes along this road I learned that's why I'm chose All off decisions that I made so I could never fold Feeling chose I know I got a soul that's full of gold But my heart is cold I had to learn that's just the way it goes Feeling fucking lost lately Ive been keeping to myself Even if I didn't listen intuition felt I can tell you ten times you wouldn't feel the way I felt Trapped inside this world feel like this life a living hell Sometimes, I think about you You dint have to You know you want to, yea You know I got you Im smoking pressure in my lungs because I feel the pressure Im in a nature setting and you know my thoughts are pensive I don't trust a fucking thing you know I always question How we make the same mistakes but still don't learn the lesson Ive been stuck inside my head not talking about depression I dust myself off when I fall get up and keep progressing They probably can't see me no more because I'm so far ahead Every single time I touch the mic my best yet So many blessings in this life So why I'm focused on the negative Since a young kid I've always know to be competitive, yea That's how I got ahead Probably not gonna wanna f*ck if she not giving head But f*ck it though Made some mistakes along this road I learned that's why I'm chose All off decisions that I made so I could never fold Feeling chose I know I got a soul that's full of gold But my heart is cold I had to learn that's just the way it goes