Loving Is Hard

I had a few fuckups, and I think it was a sign Kanye said I was ‘Free' and I think he was right I'm tripping on my words, thinking I was right I wanna be free and clear things from my mind You make me wanna cry That's why I left and said "goodbye" Tryna find the words to say Repeat again, and say "good day" I want someone that I can love Someone that can treat me up above No one gives the fucking loyalty Spending money likes it's royalty Call me spoiled, I've got a money tree All this money, wish it was love instead It's hard to get and I'm wishing in my head Thinking it's free, gotta pay instead I'm paying fees but I'm lacking bread Yeah, I'm lacking bread Loving is hard, I wish I understood In my past, I didn't, and now it's all good But I'm suffering now and it's upon my hood I've learned from then, and now I'm growing Standing above these fucks Don't give a living f*ck Just advancing and I got to duck Just to see em' and they're all stuck Wishing it was peaceful but they're just dumb Thinking of ways to become numb I caught them dirty and they were lurking It was funny and they're just churning The love I got is huge Respect me, I don't move Trash me, I'll shoot It's all fun and games until no one loves you Yeah Loving is Hard Giving so much like it's a credit card Yeah, yeah, yeah Loving's hard, I know this See you with another guy, it's hard to notice (notice) I just want to go and just refocus I just wanna go for things that are important, important, important Loving's hard, I know this See you with another guy, it's hard to notice (notice) I just want to go and just refocus I just wanna go for things that are important, important, important Look at what you started (started) Said that I will not go anywhere oh my god you look retarded Look what you started (started) Cheated on me with my best friend and you left me broken hearted Ugh, I just wanna feel the love ugh I just wanna go to her because my life is rough, yeah She left me on delivered cause she never gave a f*ck ugh I guess you can say that I'm never good enough, yeah Broken, broken, oh, that's how we working I just wanna tell her that the demons always lurkin She knows when I want to be, I can be a good person But she fuckin left me because I am never worth it, yeah Loving's hard I know this, ugh See you with another guy, it's hard to notice (notice) I just want to go and just refocus, ugh I just wanna go for things that are important, important, important Loving's hard I know this, ugh See you with another guy, it's hard to notice (notice) I just want to go and just refocus, ugh I just wanna go for things that are important, important, important