im chillin

I don't like to talk about it I'd rather let my problems sit till I can't do nothing about it So fucking stuck that I don't wanna move my body I'll probably drop this fucking song halfway through the writing And I don't wanna be like that, now I'm gonna change Nevermind, next day, everything's still the same It's so hard to commit, I'mma lay down Give myself a break, I'm sure it's the most important thing that I need right now Even though I didn't do a thing, I'm so fucking tired everyday Wish I could take something that would make the pain of knowing this go away For just a little while, that's all, that's all A little while where I know I can be myself, myself Without hating myself Take me to the sky for a while I could stare at these clouds pass by without thinking bout health My head make me feel like I'm on hell on earth I got a lot I can do but it's like I carry a curse Whenever I think I'm better, it turns out I'm getting worse I could be making some cheddar, instead I blow it on pleasure And instant gratification, hoping that feeling's amazing Like a kid getting a present but now it don't feel that crazy And everything is so samey and everything is so nothing Maybe my head is just bluffing to make me feel this, I don't know What's the point in trying to find out when I tried it for so long Why despite all of my talents, I'm making this fucking song It's the same shit that I wrote and recorded four years ago Bout how I got no energy to do nothing but.. Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin' Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin' Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin' Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin'