Waiting

You know I waited and waited I couldn't invade it Created created I loved and I hated We deflated deflated I persuaded and I hate it You ripped me and stated It was me that you hated Persuaded from the backwards air to move on Invaded the past words to keep strong Invaded privacy to see your views on I'm wasted and I don't know who you on The hatred inside I can't move on The hatred I don't know who to use on The lonely taste and all my food gone I'm running late and and I can't improve on Things Whether I rap or I sing Even when I'm healed the pain still stings If life is a slide I'll sit on the swings Gone through the worst my temper's a string When I'm in pain it's pain that I bring To everybody else that feels like a king Thoughts in my brain when I'm going through things Thoughts in my brain that keep occurring You know I waited and waited I couldn't invade it Created created I loved and I hated We deflated deflated I persuaded and I hate it You ripped me and stated It was me that you hated Making music is fun but it's too hard I don't know how to draw but it's true art My world went black after a few charred And it's you I never wanted to harm But you tore me apart and you broke me You beat me up and you choked me I didn't know pain until you showed me I was living with my eyes closed but you awoke me Driving up the walls you drove me I write my shit but you wrote me I let you be above but you acted below me I shouldn't have chose you, you didn't know me My was soul black my heart was shining I called your phone you were declining I didn't understand I was defining My heart and the stars were never aligning You know I waited and waited I couldn't invade it Created created I loved and I hated We deflated deflated I persuaded and I hate it You ripped me and stated It was me that you hated