Missed me

I'm looking for the nice angle This side is ugly, shit depressed me So I turn away There's a tree, a salmon building, some flowers Emergency I keep losing pencils That's the only thing I need, though For a sane brain Cerebrum Inside I talk a lot But it's the talking That causes the pain Too much too much pain Am I lying to myself Maybe I do care F*ck them boys, I don't like girls Got an interview in an hour or 12 I'll be London I'll sleep in the train Cold cristaline, a flame Midnight orange Silence in the night is foreign I don't want to sink I don't want to sleep right now Thinking about the useless thing That hurt me yesterday I sweat the small stuff I hate to be vulnerable They say it's my ego that's deep I think, I should listen to me I think, they're wrong I'm afraid of illusions I keep losing shit Run into a pole, I was walking in the city Nose bleeding, flowing blood A guy thought my ass got kicked But it's just my mind that was wandering Angels laughing, me too I'll sleep in the train Rain Without you Damn I miss you What boy would I kiss Would I kiss you I don't miss you I don't miss you I missed me