Spirit Dust

What emotion is this thing In me ? I'm feeling nothing I'm feeling deeply Everybody complains about the days of rain I don't care about the rain Why do I care about that other thing ? Je ne sais pas ce qui m'arrive I need time Then i'll know it But i'm impatient It torments me I can't bear the heaviness Spirit dust Dust on my spirit I'm grieving hope, you put dust on my spirit My soul was crushed You crushed my spirit Dust, dust, on my spirit I was sad the night the morning What are or those feelings It seems it's not mine But it is, now It's dust I lower myself so many times I was gone, for a day i was gone Suddenly life had less spice Life had less taste Dust dust Dust on my spirit With you i spent way too much time And you put dust on my spirit My friends were there They lend me their strength It's ours I'm grieving hope It hurts, it leaves, i learned I'm blessed F*ck it