Say When

Admittedly I should have been scared that Time you said no one will ever compare I've paid for so long for something I couldn't know in that moment Does she know that I Tried to draw lines in the sand After you carved my name into your hand Can't she see the scars? And the tattoos all over your body The ones that you said were ours And no blame game Will change a thing Only we know my escape Was never meant to be Mentally You drown out love with hurt Buried truths under the earth I don't know if I'll Ever fully come out from under All your false accusations Wild declarations, twisted ultimatums The only thing I was left with was self deprecation And no blame game Will change a thing Only we know my escape Was never meant to be Mentally Does she know that I live in the corners of your mind? That you told me you'd leave everything behind Does she know you said it would always be me? You said it would always be there, I just had to say when Does she know you think about what we might have been? Admittedly I should have been scared that Time you said no one will ever compare I've paid for so long for something I didn't know in a moment And no blame game Will change a thing Only we know My escape Was never meant to be Mentally And no blame game Will change a thing Only we both know My escape Was never meant to be You said it would always be me You said it would always be there I just had to say when