You're Alive Monday Morning

Drink deep I like to think about the things we could've speaked on Like papa can I have a couple eons It's like I'm stuck with Devon all in the neon dreams So it seems my cups way beyond reason A creak full old floorboard you're asleep on Living quarters turned morgue, tears on the eave I'm only holding for shoulders you used to bring home Till I hold your cold hands that I can't remember feelin And if I told you you'd prolly call me a feline For a moment no remorse cuz that's the bull you used to be on I know I gotta let go of all the heat I can't hold against a dead man's chest no longer breathin And I'm a pirate at sea, no good at stealin I backfire, heat to easy to extinguish Hot wired, two screws for canines can't stop teethin You made my mind full of metal won't cease from screechin like In no need of this cup of dreams Daddy don't you go today, I got some things that I overcame Like a habit to overlay all the words I say Nowadays don't overthink, how do I properly convey Your property was the way I would overthink everything Now that your souls foreclosed maybe we can conversate It's for closure for myself and no one else And if they got the nerve to call it selfish maybe we could give them hell You and me and no one else But you'll forget what you were breathin for And these thoughts are not worth to dwell But my cup turned to a well and it continues to pour Daddy don't you go today, all we ever wanted wasn't everything In the sense of what we need was just enough for you and me Before I'm dead and wash away I pray that those are words that I believe, I believe